My Lazy Butt

It's always uncomfortable to realize you're not in as good a shape as you want to be, and It's easy to make excuses and put things off. 


So, here I am. It's more than halfway through the summer after my freshman year of college, and I'm still stuck with the dreaded freshman 15. Actually, for me it's more like the freshman 5 or 6 pounds. I don't know anyone who has managed to bulge an extra 15 pounds in their freshman year. I don't feel that much different from before college, my body appearance hasn't changed drastically or even too noticeably to anyone other than myself. My clothes still fit although they are snugger, but the thing that bothers me is that I can't seem to shake this feeling that I'm letting myself go. With this feeling, why has it taken me so long to start doing something about it? Excuses.


There are so many reasons I've being giving myself not to start working out. I had my wisdom teeth out. I work nearly everyday. The first year of college is hard. Its too hot out, and I want to rest. Its my summer vacation. I just want to visit with my friends. It will be easier to start tomorrow. I could come up with more and more.


So, I let these excuses hold me back until one day it just clicked in my head that I don't want to be some lame lazy ass wishing she was in better shape. I want to be a hot bitch who feels great about herself. I have to start somewhere, and I'm tired of not feeling awesome all the time.


Now I'm on the road to get my hot bitch attitude back. Starting with one of my old favorite hobbies: running.